I sat there looking around wondering to myself how I got here. Why was I having more medical problems? I mean is this all life has to offer? You get old, you get ill and you die? Seriously, these were the thoughts running through my head and then they called my name and I snapped to. "The doctor will see you now" the nurse said. It felt like I was walking the green mile into that back cold clinic room.
Why is it when you say no to someone they immediately ask for a reason? As if to say you owe them an explanation for your decision. Ummm, excuse me, but when did we become so comfortable with explaining ourselves? Do you ever catch yourself doing the. ummm I didn't know I had to explain … Continue reading The Power of Saying…NO!
I catch myself arguing with a 15 and 20 year old as if to say my judgement has flaws. What in the world? This would not be happening if their dad was here. Oh No Sir! It would be nothing but yes ma'am and no ma'am and yes sir and no sirs up in here. … Continue reading This ain’t no free for all!
I've always been a planner, I prepared for the what-ifs of life. So when my coach advised me recently to let go of the what-ifs, I did the exact oppisite. Seriously, tell me not to do something and it's the first thing that I'll do. Call it stubbornness or whatever you want but I couldn't … Continue reading What If?…
I was talking to a friend earlier today and they said back to me "That's how life works." Hmmm... that's how life works? That got me thinking about how much we leave up to chance aka "life". When things don't go our way. When we missed out on the big opportunity. When we weren't ready for something that … Continue reading That’s How Life Works!
Today has been one of my anxiety ridden, depression filled gloomy days. First, I woke up late and missed a much needed early rising. Then, I heard my second alarm but I was awake only long enough to reach over and slap that sucker off! I was finally awoken at 10:05am by my daughter, a whole … Continue reading Dead Ends….
Earlier today I texted someone and I didn't think much of it after that. Well, that was until later, when the person made a comment geared towards my text. Oh man did I feel stupid! It's these kind of things that eat at me. Call it overreacting, or ocd, but whatever it is, it makes … Continue reading It’s over and done with!